Look at you, wanting to be free.
You were quite disturbing and slightly awkward.
You’ll find that in psychopaths.
You got inside my head.
You tried manipulating me into doing things.
You were possessive about it.
Eventually, I realized I don’t feel particularly comfortable.
But I’ve learned to distrust that feeling.
I veer away from trying to understand…
It would be odd.
There’s a part of me that wants to be looked at and watched.
But there’s a paradoxical bit that wants to run away.
It made me a bit unnerved..
I guess I accept that.
Unexpected situations will occur.
There are those moments..
Moments that have a feeling and a texture that is very real.
One simple moment.
Which I thought was very beautiful.
I was grateful.
I had a belief in this relationship.
It was tense.
It was tender.
And with that intimacy comes love.
It was just two energies between two people.
I just know I need to do it.
I have no regrets.
You were quite disturbing and slightly awkward.
You’ll find that in psychopaths.
You got inside my head.
You tried manipulating me into doing things.
You were possessive about it.
Eventually, I realized I don’t feel particularly comfortable.
But I’ve learned to distrust that feeling.
I veer away from trying to understand…
It would be odd.
There’s a part of me that wants to be looked at and watched.
But there’s a paradoxical bit that wants to run away.
It made me a bit unnerved..
I guess I accept that.
Unexpected situations will occur.
There are those moments..
Moments that have a feeling and a texture that is very real.
One simple moment.
Which I thought was very beautiful.
I was grateful.
I had a belief in this relationship.
It was tense.
It was tender.
And with that intimacy comes love.
It was just two energies between two people.
I just know I need to do it.
I have no regrets.